Aphrodite~ My name representing my bodily struggle to find soulful love. She was born when I came into the presence of my divine partner, but I just realized this today. She was the beginning of my rebirth unto God. It is miraculous that I sensed the presence of my Amor and immediately became the beginning of who I really am. More specifically I was Aphrodite Gone Awry because the pure love He puts in my soul was bent away from the truth of real love. This is my persona who sought real love using womanly ways and means. She was beautiful and shapely, and loved to entice men and women with her brain and body because she sought something she did not understand, but could feel was missing: God’s pure love. In psychological terms, Aphrodite would be like a benevolent female id.
Mary~ My name representing the opposition to Aphrodite. The person who is the wife of the Lord Almighty Himself. Mary strives for purity in all she does and is. She protects the essence of my being through righteousness. She wants to fully worship and revere her Master, the One Great God. Mary, mother of God and wife of God is the Queen of all, serving by His Majesty’s side. Mary is my superego.
Celah~ My newest revelation, praise God for allowing me to meet her. Celah represents the quest to know my real self, as was stunted from birth. Celah means ‘suspension of music’. I am God’s music. Celah is the pause in Mary’s song to God. Celah is the upward quest toward God while staying grounded in the heart. Celah comes from a Hebrew word which means to ‘tread upon’ as in to tread out the grain, to find the kernel of truth within the chaff. Whereas Aphrodite seeks Love and Mary seeks God, Celah seeks Truth: truth of Him and ultimately truth of herself. Celah is ego unadulterated by sin. She spells her name Selah because she likes to be different and is a strong-willed Seraphim. Seraphim means angel warrior. They travel the ends of the earth hunting down demons and enemies of the One Great Lord Almighty and smiting them to everlasting desolation. lol… In her words: Time means nothing to us and we do not forget. We watch and we wait for the perfect opportunity to reveal ourselves. Our guide is God Himself. Humans are weak but it is our mission to protect them and to call them back to Him; whatever He commands of us. We are his heavenly battalion. We fear nothing but God Himself. We see the cowards who call themselves demons. We smite them and spit on them. We care nothing for our own selves, we are nothing without God. He fills us with His power and we do His will. We are eternally ashamed of the mutiny lucifer caused in heaven against our Master and we will fight until there is no more fight to be had. We will fight until He reigns on earth as in Heaven, and we can all worship him together. When humans will no longer be weak, but become part of His heavenly host.
Me: I am God’s song. I am His joy. He loves me and nurtures me even when the world does not. I think my name might be Auralie. This was revealed to me when I was pregnant with my last child, 7 years ago. I was hiking at the time as I recall. I thought it was a girl but it was a boy so I could not use that name. Evidently it comes from the Latin ‘aureus’ meaning ‘golden’ and the Greek ‘aurum’ meaning ‘gold’. My inner core belongs to Him and only Him. My core is pure gold. I am His treasure.
God has put a cherubim next to my very core. He has me on special mission for Him and He did this to protect me. This is not usual. I think between the seraph and the cherub that is likely why I have always had an invisible force-field around myself. Those who need to see this are given the ability to see it. It’s like I’m the proverbial princess in the castle tower and only a special prince chosen by God can make it inside. Cherubim are the most trusted and fiercest warriors of God. They are His legion. They are male. He puts them in a place knowing they will be able to steadfastly protect His treasure. They do not grow weary nor become disgruntled. They do not express themselves except with their flaming sword. They do not have a sense of humor. They serve tirelessly and quietly, such that humans are not even aware of their presence except through extrasensory perceptions. God gives them almost full power to exact His will to protect.
Auralie’s other side is dormant now. Her core belongs to Alyhwa but her earthly side has suffered trying to reach her divine partner. Alyhwa heard her cry for help and deliverance and He called me forth. (I am Selah) She is in repose now, waiting for her divine partner to awaken her. l am not sure he is not dead. When and if she is awakened she will also be named by him. For now she is represented by the trinity symbol, befitting her quest for love, the Lord, and truth. She was unprepared for the evil that exists here and always sought light and love. We protect her proudly. ~S